Feeling From Distance

Photo of KL view in distance (Source from internet.)



Looking at the above picture, I never know that every morning (monday to friday) I am now looking at the Menara KL and KLCC every day on my way heading to my office. Never in my plan nor in my mind, especting myself to walk to the bus stop, and transit to lrt train and standing inside the lrt train towards LRT Ampang Park station. I just cant believe this happening now. Far beyond my own will, I am now starts working in KL headquarters.

 

The environment is really differ from KK. What I mean is, the traffic, the people surround, the building as well as their structures, the air I breath (kind of lack oxygen supply and suffocated with carbon dioxide).

 

I remember the time when me and my friend in the office get stressed, and what often we do is, after work we head to Tanjung Aru beach and lepak at the Sugarbun until 7pm/8pm. Feeling the air, the sand and the waves really pull yourself out of the stress. Further more, the beach is only about 5 - 10 minutes drive from my office/KK town. How fantamarbolous is life in KK right?.

 

However, I get to get back to my reality. I'm gonna change my way of thinking and my way of involving in work, my own activity as well as my own planning. Gotta improvise to blend-in with the new life. I will forever remember this quote ;

"when you are given a lemon, it might look like a bad present because of its sour taste, but instead of making it a junk, lets squeeze and peel it off to make an ice lemon tea..."

its a refreshing to have an ice lemon tea during the hot time...
Cheers guyz...

 

 

 

F.O.C.U.S

I just don't know but this is what i feel. Since I came here, I am totally lost. Felt like being cast away and I couldn't do things like normal. My brain work differently. I cannot consentrate and do multi tasking work. I definitely lost and my focus dragged till no end.

Fuckin my brain ass... gotta do surgery to remove the brain. Living death like zombie but this time is without brain..

 

Source: my camera

Sedetik aku terfikir

Seketika aku melayan fikiran ku yang bercelaru ini. Melihat keadaan ku kini, aku mula bertanya-tanya apa sebenarnya yg sedang aku cari dalam memenuhi rongga-rongga kehidupan ku di sini yang bergelar kuala lumpur.

 

Mahu dikatakan sedih, ya aku sedih kerana banyak yang aku tinggalkan ;kehendak diri, kawan2, dan yang paling penting aku kini berada dlm situasi d  luar daripada zon keselesaanku.

Kenapa perlu bermula lg? Sdgkan aku bertukar bukan kerana kenaikan pangkat. Apa yg akn menguntungkan aku untuk berada d sini.

"Kenapa?!!...kenapa aku?!!" Terjah hatiku yg telah terguris dan hanya mampu menahan sakit dan tidak mampu berbuat apa2.

 

Adakah mereka faham akn sengsara dan signifikan akan keputusan mereka terhadap emosi, fizikal dan kewangan aku sekarang?..aku tertanya dan hatiku mula suram mengenangkn kembali apa yg bakal berlaku d depan kehidupanku.

 

aku dan diriku

Boracay Trip : Introduction

Here are introduction for the Philippine's Trip this month of Dec 2013. 
Briefly, the itinerary are as below;
Kota Kinabalu - Manila
Manila - Caticlan (Boracay)
Boracay - Kalibo - Manila
Manila - Kota Kinabalue

This trip was really fun. Though before the trip, there were lots of thing that really bring your motivation down to the ground. Even during the vacation, I still not having a calm feeling to enjoy the trip. When I reached KK after nearly about 9 days traveling, I only realized I forgot to email my boss of a report. I just couldn't remember about it and I really forgot about it. The day before the trip, I have a long list to be done, and I missed 1 but very important report. Nevertheless, the trip were awesome and marvelous... no doubt it was really awesome if I keep thing about work to the side.

Que for the take off... 

 This time we used cebupacific airline direct from Kota Kinabalu to Manila. We reached Manila very early in the morning at around 2:30am. We then went to this one hotel just to take a rest while waiting for the next flight at 2:30pm to Caticlan (Boracay). Not really having enough sleep but the trip still need to be going. From Manila to Boracay, we also using cebupacific airline.

Part of Manila from the sky...

Not really sure where is this already, but if not mistaken not far from Manila..

About to reach Caticlan Airport...

 Just feeling good to be near the blue sky...

View of Boracay Island from the sky...

 The land-shape of Boracay Island is similar to a guitar shape. According to one of the guide, the Boracay Island is ~7km long and ~+-1km width. But the seashore of the island is mostly surrounded with white sand.Amazing and beautiful right..go and experience it!!.. ;)

About to land.... buckled up, seat straight up and ready for the Landing

Landed at Caticlan Airport...using cebupacific airline

 Arrived at Caticlan Airport. A small airport and when you arrive, don't forget to register your name at the counter..

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Safely arrived...Boracay Island

Yeahhhh...arrived the hotel and next is getting ready for the island activities..Will be continue in next part.

nothing to say..devastation maybe...

Have nothing to say. .....

 

source: adopted from internet with add-on

I want to speak it out but then I felt its wrong. Then I will just keep it to myself.

So that no one to be blamed and nothing will get agitate.

I do aware and understand, I have no power to say anything, even if I brought it out, all will be back to myself.

So, better let it be this way.

 

HE said, I will not be tested over my capability, but fuck...I wish I am not born as ME.

 



Aku Bisa Gila

 

Yup..a.k.u.b.i.s.a.g.i.l.a

Im really screwed... Just that, I didn't really aspects lots of thing give impacts to my life this few month. So much pressure and drama and tasks slam me really hard. When everything assembled, I really felt of not able to take it anymore. It become overload and I just couldn't take it anymore.

 

Goshh..... speechless and all I want to do is punch on my chest near the heart... Baammm....

Gossshhhhhh.. Help me Lord.

 

Pity me Lord. I bow unto You... Only You I hope and trust. Help me ..Dear Lord.

 



Balikkkkk...balikk

Last weekend balik Kuching.. Buat aper? ntah la..saja nak kluar negeri and refresh badan. Maybe... Hahaha... Was very tention with things in mind. Cam bnyk mok fikir and I just dont know how to settle all this matter. Jadi I straight away buy ticket to Kch. Ngam2 my parent also in Kuching with my sister jadi aku pun fly pg Kch. I really need it.

my boarding pass to Kch

flying (pinjam gambar masa fly to Myy)

Was excited sebab dapat fly balik and felt sangat free bila berada di atas awan. Rasa macam " having own wing attached to myself". With what I have in mind how I wish I am traveling to Korea (long hour journey). Tak rasa penat but kenapa saya pun tak tahu saya rasa sangat seronok berada di dalam kapal yang sedang terbang di atas langit...phewwww

my watch showing the altitude...2260m ..wahhhh

Bila di atas kapal, baru terfikir wanna try to see the altitude..Tidak tahu la betul ke tidak the figure. hermm...its 2260m = 7415 ft ??
Apa-apa je la...yang penting Aku Fly Lagi.... Flying Without Wings... muahahaha