Tuesday, April 3, 2012

hermm.apa ya?


You are far and yet feel close aside
Asphyxiated and lead to delusion
I hear your sound of voice
Heard in the ear like you are whispering
Though far apart, I feel you in my heart

My heart beats suddenly fast
And you come across my mind

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Hahhh..... Above poem is only to relax my mind for a while. My brain are saturated with formulas, words and numbers. It's raining now, so I take this opportunity to close my report and start surfing..muahahahaha....

It's very hard to continue living in this planet. Not that easy as in the novel or movies. The struggle are >450% more than what we watch/read. It's not that easy dude... It's superb hard and challenging. The are some scenario of human in this earth;

A kid which her mother died after delivered the baby and when the kid grew up, she/he long for a love of a mother..

A kid which his father died because of sickness/accident and left the kid with the only mother and then struggling very hard to live in a small and poor house...

A kid which born with siblings around, but then feeling frustrated and angry of being disturbed/annoyed and wishing for living alone without them...

A kid with no sister/brother around and wishing every night if God can send a sister/brother in the family....

and many more scenario that if I write it down will take pages to use... See, aren't we really pathetic? I think I am. I felt that being in earth will makes your life very SAD. Nevertheless, I will not feel ungrateful and frustrated with the opportunity to be born and living this life on earth. This is a place where I know what is "Love", "Hatred", "Tears", "Happiness", "Tembirang", "Honesty", "Rejection", "Acception" and so many more. Though it is hard to face and feeling that God is sometime biased, I keep on saying to my mind that, until my last breath, I will be very thankful that I am here, In Earth.

The best thing ever I felt is, knowing what is "LOVE" and "Perpisahan".