semua seperti menjadi genap

seperti semua akan menjadi genap pada tahun ini...seperti satu kebetulan, baru tadi aku terpikir pada kira-kira ini:

aku lahir pada 28 haribulan 12 pada tahun 1982. Bila dibuat kira-kira;
28+12+1982 = 2012

nah..genap lagi...tahun 2012?? ada maksud ka ini??

tahun ini pun genap umur 30 tahun..dan sekali lagi nombor genap....

harap-harap la tahuan 2012 neh akan menjadi tahun prosperity...ada juga aku rasa macam tarikh expire hidupp di dunia..hahaha..kalau pun adalah tahun genap berada di bumi, harap-harap la menuju jalan yg betul dan tidak menyimpang dari "pintu dan jalan sempit" itu...

bah, kali neh tahun, nombor genap bule jadi nombor bertuah....hahahahahaha

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Take a look at this word. And, ponder now how good are you in applying it in your life? Me? aiyahh... grading out of 100%, I only apply 10% of it...

Watched a drama, and this word come across my mind. The word are still flying inside my head. I know it is only a drama act and directed by a person. But, I do believed that the script are written and inspired by a real life of someone. Whom the person is, I don't know. nahh...it's just that, I can't imagine a person who really have it...
How can that person stand for it?
How does the person suffered with the pain?
What motivated the person to keep his/her faith?
Wahh...HOW can??? What and how can it be possibly true ??

Things does happened to me, and I ended up punching the door, kicking all the chairs and desk and even worst I hit my head on the wall or I punch my own head and after a little bit dizzy, I lie myself on the ground and usually fall asleep after then.. that is how I manage my anger. Nah, I'm not that patience enough. Sometimes, I will get into my car and drive myself to anyplace where my hand turn the sterling. I usually will pijak the minyak and drive the car as fast as can. There was a time, very early in the morning, yes it was around 1 am ++, and I was mad of one thing. I was really in the mode of "exploding" and without saying anything, I grab my key and went out of the house. My mind brings me to highway senadin-miri port. I speed my car and I hit a "dog??".. The road is really bumpy (it is an area of peat land) and I nearly skid to the side of the road when I brake the car. "Poor dog" this words came out of my mouth....but when I turn my head back, nothing is behind me. To confirmed it, I make a U-turn and...nothing there. Surely, nothing!!! .... Then, I drive back home and straight away went to sleep..

**that was the last time I act that way...now, I prefer to punch my own head, rather than going out and speed my car on the highway...hahahahah

Well, I can say that human are more mysterious than an alien...