Ku Percaya Allah Bapa

I woke up early today, not that I am a person who wakes up early every morning. Its just that not feeling good when my reports are not finish. So I just tidur-tidur ayam and since I already awake at 3am, then I try to do what I can do..goshh..what am I talking about?!... hahaha

This morning I took my guitar and start playing. And then, this song came in my mind and I start writing it and compose it. Enjoy it as I enjoy it too......

 

KU PERCAYA ALLAH BAPA
Lirik & Lagu: Night

G                            C     G                            C

Ku memandang Mu, Di tempat Kudus Mu,

Em                         C     Am                         D

Ku angkat tanganku, dan ku sembah Mu

G                      C   G                        C

Ku bawa hati ku, ku sujud pada Mu

Em                         C      Am                D

Membawa bebanku, pulihkan aku

Korus:

G                              Bm

Ku percaya Allah Bapa

Em                    C

Yang berkuasa atas segalanya

G                                  Bm

Takkan gentar dan tak ku takut

                    Em                    C

Kerna ku tahu Kau menopangku

        G

Ku Percaya

 

My weakness

My Weakness : too kind and I care too much

I heard this last few days;

"If people find your weakness, a lot of people are actually going to use that and try to make you feel less than what you are..... that is what people do. They make you less than you are!!
They found your weak spot and they went right for it!!"

Looking back to what I encountered in last few years back, that was so very true. None of the words are wrong and thats what really happened in our real life, in this planet, EARTH.

Ready or not, to commit or not, to be or not to be, thats not a choice for you to make. What happen to " Choose your own trail" or "make your own move" ?? Where does this thing applies to your journey of life. In order to survive in this planet, what choice does you have always especially when you are in desperate situation. I believe most us run our life in "survival mode". To choose to live and survive, you grab anything that occur in front of you. You wait even for a second, the opportunity that appear can vanish just like a flash.

I miss them already...

Kids In The House ....

Haii...Uncle say "hi"

uuhhh....Its been a while already and I started to miss this kids. Huhh... sometimes you can't tahan thier perangai but it makes you more sayang with them. Huhh.. gotta find time to visit you later kid.

Don't waste it with a false start of no start at all

"Desire is the starting point of all achievement, not a hope, not a wish, but a keen pulsating desire which transcends everything." Napoleon Hill

 

"Don't waste it with a false start of no start at all. You were not born to fail." Og Mandino

"Don't be afraid if things seem difficult in the beginning. That's only the initial impression. The important thing is not to retreat; you have to master yourself." Olga Korbut

These are quotes that I will use to drive me all this journey of 2013. It sound hard to apply and the harder it is to practise in life.

 

I came back to the office today, eventhough I am actually still on leave. It is because of one matter that actually I am really pissed off. woo..harsh word dude..sorry. But I do really pissed of with this H&^$S. Recieved e-mails to submit the report and assessment in manual before 4th Jan just because of the so-called mulfunctional of the system. I've done with my report and assessment last month through internet but then getting order fill in form in manual again. Why not just shut down the system and back to manual fill-in form. Wouldn't it be easier for us to get ready and to plan our holiday. I rugi 3 days cuti just for the sake to come back for this. Can I claim my costs for coming back? hahahaha....

 

By the way, it's the new year. Better I learn to count my blessing than to complain. Yeahh... I fly to KK today and I don't have my car with me. Jazzy (a.k.a my car) is still having his holiday in miri while the driver needs to walk to the office and back home from the office. Well, I thank Him for giving me this chance that on my way this morning, I felt superb awesome to walk by the side of the road and feel the the time when I used to walk because of no vehicle. It made me realised that I should be thankfull and I am actually really blessed that I have a car that bring me to anywhere I want to go. Thank You, FATHER.

 

Awesome starts and on my 1st day at the office, I recieved sms from my Ketua about a meeting to Negeri Sembilan this coming mid-jan. I really don't feel of wanting to go, but then, I read about the quote above and it really hits me up. Gotta learn to have the desire to gain improvement in my life. ~Don't waste it with a false start of no start at all~

Wish of 2012

The Christmas mood is still in the air.

And I wish and pray that your Christmas this year full filled with blessings from our God, Father.

Count the blessings and forget all the hard-feeling and temptation, that

we know HE  always still care and,

 HE always look after us even when we feel HE is not.

Keep believing in HIM

Keep the faith in HIM

And remember when you're down with your task in this world, stop a while, sit down and don't put your head down to the earth, but lift your head up to the sky, open your eye, ask and seek  HIM in your prayer to guide you and to give you strength.

 

Blessed Christmas 2012

 For the New Year coming, lets improve ourself and forget not to pour our life with joy, happiness, sweetness, faith, self-controlled and never forget to count our blessing each day of our life.

 

Lets Just Do It and Remember To Live Life To The Fullest

 

Blessed New Year 2013 chingus. Lets not forget to pray for each one and lets learn to be a clutch among us to keep us on walking together on this new journey of year. Its a long way journey to the end of 2013, and I hope we will end 2013 with a great life.

 



Blessed New Year 2013

ME on my day

 

woww..the time flies very fast. It's my 30th birthday. I wasn't thinking about it but then ada juga kena celebrate. hermm...good ba  that one..

thanks to sister and brother in-law for the cake. Bought different type of flavour combined as one. Loves all the flavor. Tambah kalori again..hahahaha

 

I thanks for all the wishes by chingus. Appreciated the wishes and terharu that chingus still remember the date. Even me myself sometime forget about it.hehehe

 

I recieved my present early this year. It was a special one from special friend a.k.a my collegue my buddy and tuyang. Thanks for the present. It was lovely and I like it.

 

 

 

 

Celebrating it with my little cousin and niece makes me feel older. Eh..silap..makes me feel more of the responsibility and it does really hit me to become wiser in life.

 

One things to share of a present from buddy....

"Turn the ordinary into something extraordinary"

 

Never look down on yourself. Try very hard to move forward in life..Be wiser and be good in tackling all the circumstances in life. Big things happens to be from a small one...

cheers and Happy Coming New Year Chingus....

 

... BLESSED 2013 ...

Hates of U-Turn

I hate when I start to trust on something and then it turned upside-down. I hate when I start to love being with them and then I see people stabbing each other from the back. I hate when I start to share my secret with them when then that people I trust is the one who became the "news-distributor". I hate to build the relationship when then the trust is built behind a lie. Then, I should answer this some question from the XX zone:

You don't know how to mixed around in this XX zone?!
It just that I don't feel I want to and I don't want to, because I don't see the needs of mixing around the people who makes more assumtion on others than knowing & telling the truth.

You always keep things yourself!
Yup..most of the things. I don't trust anyone in this XX zone.

You don't have friend in this XX zone!
I have but with varies type of them. Some are "so-called friend" such as;
I have those friends who is only at my side when they need me.
I have those friends who keep silent when I make mistake.
I have those friends who let me fall and let me discover my own fault (if only I knew/realize the fault)
I have those friends who let me alone when I am in trouble.
I have those friends who laugh at me when they know some other people knock me from behind/step me on my head.
I have those friends who speaks sweet in front of me but then "throw muds to my name" behind me.
I have those friends who step-a-step-backward when I have nothing left to offer.

Now, see what XX zone gave me during the time I tried very hard to survive in it. Worth or not, let God involve in it.

However, I do still thank God for some real & good friend He gave in XX zone. What so ever, that is life. People have so much to offer and yet you received only a little. ah~~~aaaa