Saturday, December 29, 2012

ME on my day

 
woww..the time flies very fast. It's my 30th birthday. I wasn't thinking about it but then ada juga kena celebrate. hermm...good ba  that one..
thanks to sister and brother in-law for the cake. Bought different type of flavour combined as one. Loves all the flavor. Tambah kalori again..hahahaha
 
I thanks for all the wishes by chingus. Appreciated the wishes and terharu that chingus still remember the date. Even me myself sometime forget about it.hehehe
 
I recieved my present early this year. It was a special one from special friend a.k.a my collegue my buddy and tuyang. Thanks for the present. It was lovely and I like it.
 
 
 
 
Celebrating it with my little cousin and niece makes me feel older. Eh..silap..makes me feel more of the responsibility and it does really hit me to become wiser in life.
 
One things to share of a present from buddy....
"Turn the ordinary into something extraordinary"
 
Never look down on yourself. Try very hard to move forward in life..Be wiser and be good in tackling all the circumstances in life. Big things happens to be from a small one...
cheers and Happy Coming New Year Chingus....
 
... BLESSED 2013 ...






Saturday, December 8, 2012

Hates of U-Turn

I hate when I start to trust on something and then it turned upside-down. I hate when I start to love being with them and then I see people stabbing each other from the back. I hate when I start to share my secret with them when then that people I trust is the one who became the "news-distributor". I hate to build the relationship when then the trust is built behind a lie. Then, I should answer this some question from the XX zone:

You don't know how to mixed around in this XX zone?!
It just that I don't feel I want to and I don't want to, because I don't see the needs of mixing around the people who makes more assumtion on others than knowing & telling the truth.

You always keep things yourself!
Yup..most of the things. I don't trust anyone in this XX zone.

You don't have friend in this XX zone!
I have but with varies type of them. Some are "so-called friend" such as;
I have those friends who is only at my side when they need me.
I have those friends who keep silent when I make mistake.
I have those friends who let me fall and let me discover my own fault (if only I knew/realize the fault)
I have those friends who let me alone when I am in trouble.
I have those friends who laugh at me when they know some other people knock me from behind/step me on my head.
I have those friends who speaks sweet in front of me but then "throw muds to my name" behind me.
I have those friends who step-a-step-backward when I have nothing left to offer.

Now, see what XX zone gave me during the time I tried very hard to survive in it. Worth or not, let God involve in it.

However, I do still thank God for some real & good friend He gave in XX zone. What so ever, that is life. People have so much to offer and yet you received only a little. ah~~~aaaa

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Long time ....

Yeah..I know that I am suppose to write in something, but sorry that I dont have that enough time. I know me suppose to write something good in here, but then, things are really uncontrolled and now the only thing I am doing is mumbling....
 
"I hate when I made mistake. But then, in what so ever I do, I always ended up with mistakes. I just don’t understand why have I do it? Is it on purpose or it just happened? I might be that stupid to make mistake most of the time.
When I faced the situation, I really hate myself and most of all feeling embarrassed of my own. I just don’t understand how my brain works. I do go through the things back before submitting it but then there is still error occurred. How come? I think my brain processor is not that update enough or running with not enough memory or might be circulating with slow speed of memory. Or I am actually STUPID. A damn stupid…
 
source : internet
I really hate this…. Feeling like to “Dang..and Bang…and Tang” this head on wall.. Really Good For Nothing… "
 
 

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Mistake

Oh my God...I just realize that I made one big mistake.. Yayy... mistake because I didn't check back what I wrote in my report. Of cause la, if I am the boss, I will marah my org bawahan if making mistake especially in monthly report. 
source : internet
Blame the method of CCP = "CUT" , "COPY" and "PASTE"...hahaha..No la. It's my mistake. I didn't check my report before sending it to my Ketua Aktiviti after I "CUT", "COPY" and "PASTE".
Gosh, I was shocked when my Timb Pengarah showed me the report I sent. Yayy... but then I remember it is not the sentence that I type in. Then, I check in my laptop..Huhh..Then, I see where I make the mistake..these are my mistake:

1. I use Misc Word 2007 to write all my report, and I usually will save it back in version Word 97-2003 because some of the computer in our office is using Word 97-2003 version. The Word 97-2003 version can't read file from Word 2007.
2. When I save my document in my file, there will be 2 files saved; in version 2007 and in version 97-2003.
3. When I update my report, I actually MUST overwrite both of the files. If not, either one of the file is not updated.
4. I stored all my documents (on which usually the file I used Misc Word 2007) inside my External Hard drive. And to be easy, I will save the file with Word 97-2003 version in my laptop (File C: ) / office punya desktop (usually these are file that I will email/sent). For any update, only the file that I opened from my external hard drive will be updated. And if I forget to overwrite the lattest update with the one in the laptop/office punya desktop, then, the document is still with the old data.

What happened was:

1. I make my report in version of  Word 2007 and then, to be fast (kononnyaaaa), I "CCP" my old monthly report with June Monthly Report. Then, I save it in 2 files : in version 2007 and in version 97-2003.
The sentence that I "CCP" from my previous report are,
"  Menyiapkan laporan akhir dan mengemaskini keratan rentas Laporan Projek Siasatan Kestabilan Tanah kawasan Resort/Hotel di kawasan Kundasang"

2. When I did an update in my report, I open the file report in version of  Word 2007.  So I just change the sentence to,
" Menyediakan salinan kulit keras Laporan Projek Siasatan Kestabilan Tanah kawasan Resort/Hotel di kawasan Kundasang" ...... u see the difference? Only the 7 beginning words from the old sentence I changed. 

Yeahh...lega..feeling lega after updating my report and ready to sent. I click on the button "Save". Thing that comes in my mind "Okey, suda siap. Nanti sy hantar balik after the line internet ok sikit"

See, I FORGOT to overwrite the old report that I saved in my laptop ( File C: ).  Then, when I attach the file I sent by email, I attached the file which is the one in my laptop ( File C: ).....gossshhhh...its the old file which I didn't overwrite it with the updated one.. Sudah kebiasaan ba, hantar file yg disimpan dalam C: laptop .  Aiigggooooooo...

source: internet
Simple mistake, and yet it gives a big effect to my day. Now I can't seat comfortably on my chair. This thing keep on buzzing me in my head. I better be more carefull next time even in the time of rush. This is a big lesson to myself. AIGGOOOOOOO....WAE...WAE....

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Minum kupi dulu...



Haiya...nothing to write. Only back from attending kursus at Likas. Very intresting course to attend. Worth to go and to attend it than just to sit on the chair waiting for the clock to strike for the number 5. But then, we finish early today..cepat habis all the syllubus in the Modul. Jadi, while waiting for Jam 6pm, marilah kita minum petang dahulu...Join me...
Minum kupi...kupi ..kupi... 









Monday, July 30, 2012

wachaa...

My expression about life these days...


how good if i just can kick it all and i feel the "satisfaction" with the word...Oh yeahhh...
hehehehe


Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Mysterious Sickness

I just don't understand on what is happening to me. After about two weeks having fever and headache, I really thought that everything is already okey after taking all the antibiotics, vitamins and the panadols. I went through 1 week of recovering time. Ate fruits : Apples, Oranges, Coconuts and Papayas and I hope that they helps in accelerating the developing number of my platelets. About three weeks after that, I feel fine and I did try to do running on my treadmill.It was on sunday. After 2km running, I stopped. Not forcing myself to continue I feel more confident that I am getting fine.Hehe..ngegeh...

Then, 5 days onward, my headache attack me back..Starting from friday evening, the headache attacked the left side of my head. Goshh... really in pain.. I slept early that night..The next day, when i woke up, now I feel the pain is on the other side of my head. Why??What happened?? How can it transferred ; moving to the other side??. Attacking the left side, now it really cut down my excitement of going out for movies/beach. At first thought the pain caused by the early time of me went to sleep the night before. But then, the pain keep on stretching and twisting all my nerves in my head. The only thing I want to do is bang my head on the wall and went to sleep..when I woke up again, bang it again on the wall and went to sleep...Sunday come, and I went to church in the morning. When I woke up from my bed ; to get ready to church la,need to bath ma, I lost my balance and I fall back on my bed. Goshh..what is happening??Strange..really strange...Do I need to go to the clinic and do blood check up again??owh..not again...After church, I went straight away back home to sleep. What a life. Really suck. Last Thursday, the headache attacked me again. Wea???Wea??? migraine?? really?? since when do I have migraine?? goshh...Seem like my weekend full of activity of "Bang it and Sleep!...Bang it again and SLEEP!!!" 

What an interesting life I'm having now..Great life...owwwwww