It's December

It's December and I still not finish with my book. Very disappointed with myself and how I wish that the time will stop to envy my life. How to do "everything" in 24 hours or in a week or in a month? I only know there is 'day' and 'night'...I only see the atmosphere goes bright and dimmed to dark..and there it goes repeated day by day until I didn't realized today is already the 7th December 2011. ...really?? Slap my face, kick my head and bang me on my back!!!...come on...it's 18 days to Christmas Day...

while others jingling and shopping at the mall, I'm still sitting on my desk and hibernating myself in the room..due to my illness..darn the weather!!..I am like having a transition here, trying to adopt myself to the uncontrolled randomly daily weather...The temperature goes like a chart now. Up it go, and then it can fall down to the base in a minute..hahaha..sound super extreme right?..hehe..I felt it that way. The weather is just like..very cool and windy in the morning --> then turn to very hot (sooo darn hot) in the noon --> and then suddenly raining heavily in the evening --> and at night, it feel very dry.

Hahaha...