Kundasang with family and Ashira

Its been a while i didn't do any blogging. I felt sick today. My head is a little bit dizzy and pain at my throat. My voice sounds more deep now and when I caugh I like the sound of "kahak mingling inside my throat". But its a good thing that im now resting on my sofa and I can update my blog. yehaa...

 

The day now seems passing like a snap of finger. It start and end like you never notice it. Last school holiday, my family come and visit me in KK. Was suprise with the last minute plan. Anyway I feel good and happy to have them here. The house need some noise of my niece. I missed the shouting and the crying inside the house. Wahahaa..whom am I refering to?? this baby-girl...

 

oh noooo..she is out already..... hahahaha

 She has been my tail since the day she arrived. And even need to pujuk her to balik with her mom to Miri. The only place she didn't follow is the restroom. Muahahaha...

 

I never notice she is that big now. Even talk a lot like her grandfather (non-stop talking and even still talking when I am already snooring...thats what my mom said). Funny is when I start snooring she will shake my body and say " wake up!!..why are you making noise!!" macam funny and mcm mok lempang juga budak ini sebab kacau tido..hahahahaha....kidding.

 

We decided to go for a day trip to Kundasang. Was thinking of taking them overnight at Simpang Mengayau and have some bbq, but my sister and brother in-law need to settle on something. But Day Trip Kundasang sounds great. What I love more is taking photos of them. At least more time spent for memories...

 



this is how she smile..lol



 

A picture at Puncak Borneo with background of the great Mount Kinabalu

 

 

Sist and Ashira with green background...

with mom..

 

that's how she is with her granma and granpa

 Well, that's all for now. The trip was fun and enjoy. Hoping to have another trip with the whole sibling. cheers...

 

 

Its hurt...

source : internet

 

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
William ShakespeareLove is a smoke made with the fume of sighs.
Victor M. Garcia Jr.Love is like the truth, sometimes it prevails, sometimes it hurts.

 

E. Y. HarburgOh, innocent victims of Cupid,
Remember this terse little verse;
To let a fool kiss you is stupid,
To let a kiss fool you is worse.

 

 

 



Ku Percaya Allah Bapa

I woke up early today, not that I am a person who wakes up early every morning. Its just that not feeling good when my reports are not finish. So I just tidur-tidur ayam and since I already awake at 3am, then I try to do what I can do..goshh..what am I talking about?!... hahaha

This morning I took my guitar and start playing. And then, this song came in my mind and I start writing it and compose it. Enjoy it as I enjoy it too......

 

KU PERCAYA ALLAH BAPA
Lirik & Lagu: Night

G                            C     G                            C

Ku memandang Mu, Di tempat Kudus Mu,

Em                         C     Am                         D

Ku angkat tanganku, dan ku sembah Mu

G                      C   G                        C

Ku bawa hati ku, ku sujud pada Mu

Em                         C      Am                D

Membawa bebanku, pulihkan aku

Korus:

G                              Bm

Ku percaya Allah Bapa

Em                    C

Yang berkuasa atas segalanya

G                                  Bm

Takkan gentar dan tak ku takut

                    Em                    C

Kerna ku tahu Kau menopangku

        G

Ku Percaya

 

My weakness

My Weakness : too kind and I care too much

I heard this last few days;

"If people find your weakness, a lot of people are actually going to use that and try to make you feel less than what you are..... that is what people do. They make you less than you are!!
They found your weak spot and they went right for it!!"

Looking back to what I encountered in last few years back, that was so very true. None of the words are wrong and thats what really happened in our real life, in this planet, EARTH.

Ready or not, to commit or not, to be or not to be, thats not a choice for you to make. What happen to " Choose your own trail" or "make your own move" ?? Where does this thing applies to your journey of life. In order to survive in this planet, what choice does you have always especially when you are in desperate situation. I believe most us run our life in "survival mode". To choose to live and survive, you grab anything that occur in front of you. You wait even for a second, the opportunity that appear can vanish just like a flash.

I miss them already...

Kids In The House ....

Haii...Uncle say "hi"

uuhhh....Its been a while already and I started to miss this kids. Huhh... sometimes you can't tahan thier perangai but it makes you more sayang with them. Huhh.. gotta find time to visit you later kid.

Don't waste it with a false start of no start at all

"Desire is the starting point of all achievement, not a hope, not a wish, but a keen pulsating desire which transcends everything." Napoleon Hill

 

"Don't waste it with a false start of no start at all. You were not born to fail." Og Mandino

"Don't be afraid if things seem difficult in the beginning. That's only the initial impression. The important thing is not to retreat; you have to master yourself." Olga Korbut

These are quotes that I will use to drive me all this journey of 2013. It sound hard to apply and the harder it is to practise in life.

 

I came back to the office today, eventhough I am actually still on leave. It is because of one matter that actually I am really pissed off. woo..harsh word dude..sorry. But I do really pissed of with this H&^$S. Recieved e-mails to submit the report and assessment in manual before 4th Jan just because of the so-called mulfunctional of the system. I've done with my report and assessment last month through internet but then getting order fill in form in manual again. Why not just shut down the system and back to manual fill-in form. Wouldn't it be easier for us to get ready and to plan our holiday. I rugi 3 days cuti just for the sake to come back for this. Can I claim my costs for coming back? hahahaha....

 

By the way, it's the new year. Better I learn to count my blessing than to complain. Yeahh... I fly to KK today and I don't have my car with me. Jazzy (a.k.a my car) is still having his holiday in miri while the driver needs to walk to the office and back home from the office. Well, I thank Him for giving me this chance that on my way this morning, I felt superb awesome to walk by the side of the road and feel the the time when I used to walk because of no vehicle. It made me realised that I should be thankfull and I am actually really blessed that I have a car that bring me to anywhere I want to go. Thank You, FATHER.

 

Awesome starts and on my 1st day at the office, I recieved sms from my Ketua about a meeting to Negeri Sembilan this coming mid-jan. I really don't feel of wanting to go, but then, I read about the quote above and it really hits me up. Gotta learn to have the desire to gain improvement in my life. ~Don't waste it with a false start of no start at all~

Wish of 2012

The Christmas mood is still in the air.

And I wish and pray that your Christmas this year full filled with blessings from our God, Father.

Count the blessings and forget all the hard-feeling and temptation, that

we know HE  always still care and,

 HE always look after us even when we feel HE is not.

Keep believing in HIM

Keep the faith in HIM

And remember when you're down with your task in this world, stop a while, sit down and don't put your head down to the earth, but lift your head up to the sky, open your eye, ask and seek  HIM in your prayer to guide you and to give you strength.

 

Blessed Christmas 2012

 For the New Year coming, lets improve ourself and forget not to pour our life with joy, happiness, sweetness, faith, self-controlled and never forget to count our blessing each day of our life.

 

Lets Just Do It and Remember To Live Life To The Fullest

 

Blessed New Year 2013 chingus. Lets not forget to pray for each one and lets learn to be a clutch among us to keep us on walking together on this new journey of year. Its a long way journey to the end of 2013, and I hope we will end 2013 with a great life.

 



Blessed New Year 2013