Turn out to be something

sleepy and pening early in the morning...

Don't know why these few days, really irritated by this sakit kepala. Not a migraine because I know I never have one. Headache, yes. I even experienced a heavy headache. Gosshhhh... really suffered with the pain. But this time, it felt "numb cum pain". Felt like "freezing" and "stopped" but with little beat. Last night, awaken by the pain and the pain was just come and go. Repeated until early morning, and I can't really sleep. And this morning, I was very sleepy and tired. After the excessive exercise I did and with the pain and also the lack of sleep-time, i went back this noon to sleep at home. I thought it make it better, but then, it only making it worst. Maybe, later on will go for a jog. Hopefully it will make this kepala feeling better... hehehe

hehehe...i made this to buang boring..kihkhikih

Put on the respect

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Sunrise..sunrise... how good to feel the warm ray of this morning. Yesterday, it was the hibernating day. It has been raining since early morning up till the evening. Last night, there is still drizzle and the wind blows really enough to make my eyes fall asleep.

Count today as a blessing, I was thinking about the word "RESPECT". I was first thinking of what have I done during the previous week. Inside the car, my mind merged with my emotion on trying to get an answer. 20 minutes passed and then when I stopped at the traffic light, I realized that I didn't have any answer for my own question. When I try to ponder more, the point lead to an answer that is "My Own Fault". 

For everything, I have been given choices of; "YES" or "NO", and most of the time I ended up "tangled" and it was my own fault. Yayy... sad and so frustrating. Darn me.. Upon all the excuses I made, is only leading me to escape myself from the problem but not to face it. I really "DONT HAVE THE RESPECT!"

Well, lets learn from our own mistake and,

                                               

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            

Respect YOURSELF : and you will get the respect from others

Respect YOUR TIME : you will be discipline in managing your own time

Respect YOUR WORK : you will work continuously without mumbling

Respect YOUR  ELDER : you will get blessing by loves from them

Respect YOUR DECISION : you will not facing crisis to tackle a mistake

Respect YOUR PARTNER : you will get the same from him/her

To be short, never look down on small thing and learn first to respect all matter in your life..

cheers...

Confused again

Oh Wa by Sungmin SUJU

**The content of this blog is not related to the video ya..hehe..

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Huhh....confused... I woke up this morning with a mixed feeling, and did extended minutes of sleeping after the wake-up-alarm and the alarm-snooze...Feeling so hard-burden to wake up for I just arrived last night. The holiday spent was marvelous and fun. Even only for few days on holiday, yet it was really a worth one. Feeling sad leaving family and friends who made my day, I drove back from kuching to miri before taking flight to KK. Missing u guys in kuching so much now...

Waking up today, only realized that it's already JUNE. Soooooo that fast liao...

image source : internet

After taking shower, in hurry, I pack all my things (not really all, that I didn't pack my laptop and external hardisk) inside the beg and then drive to office. As I reach the lobby, I walk inside and punch my card. With a fast view, I checked the time..but then, I stopped and stare again on the card. Huhhh....on the table-box of "06 June 2012", stamped the word "CUTI REHAT"...

Huhh???? .... I thought I applied leave up untill 5th of June?? 

Curious + Happy + Worry = NOW I AM CONFUSED

Hahahaha.....

Curious = because I thought it is suppose to be 5th and not 6th

Happy = owwhh..means I can take another day off and continue my sleep..**evil laugh:hahaha

Worry = i might loss 1 day of my cuti rehat and later my leave-plan will ruined

CONFUSED is when all the emotion blended-in. 

I then call the person in-charge of our cuti. I'm scared that I have mistaken filling the leave application through online. After checked it, hehehehe..... today suppose to be in the office la pula rupa rupanya.. but then, I am already at home..hahaha....so, half-day leave la today..kihkihkih

Orite then..sambung tido and will wake up later to go to office before 2pm. muahahahaha..everytime after back from cuti, they is always ada ada saja cerita lawak..but, this one is lawak cerita after holiday this month..Ini la jadinya when cuti, everything including mind and body also cuti kecuali fb/blog/ym... hahahaha

Neol Saranghagesseo

I Choose To Love You... Hyorin SISTAR

Aigooo.... hyorin-sshi, joh wah heh yo.. hehehe

(sorry if it is not a polite way to say this..still a beginner to learn Korean)

I must be out of my control, that I blog about this. hahaha..it does really swing my mind when every morning I start my day with this song ...

neol saranghagesseo 

eonjekkajina 

neol saranghagesseo
jigeum i sungancheoreom 

i sesang geu nuguboda
neol saranghagesseo

**the voice is still in my head, not fading and not even dimmer... how to stop? ...
hehehehehehehehhe

Break Out

I thought it is very hard to please God..but, how i feel super-fooled of myself (err..why do I feel that way...errr) when I feel it is harder to please human. gosshhh...at least God still have mercy and will guide you even He doesn't feel satisfied of your hard work or sacrifice or your offer to Him. He even help you to rise up and to clutch you and even offered His hand to put you back on your track. 

I felt frustrated on what had happened. Felt the useless point of living. Being ashamed and down-motivated, I realize that I still need to keep on going...

should repeat this song every day now... "Ring Ding Dong Ring Ding Dong, Ring Diggi Ding Diggi Ding Ding Ding....."

Freeze

Time flies like a super-speed jet. I couldn't even memorize all the things I've done in all the day that passed. I woke up this morning and I only realize that today is "MONDAY?!"....again?!! ...MONDAY?!!

source : illustrated from internet

That fast?!.. That made me today "7 days older in age" .. I was just "hey, what had happened yesterday and the day before yesterday and also the day before yesterday's yesterday?!" freeze me up!! Nope, please freeze the time!!

Pancake Trial

The power of influenced by movie/drama, after watching Ji Hoo preparing pancake for Jan Di, hemm... I wonder if pancake are really "easy" to be made. With high curiosity of Jan Di's statement, I go to the kitchen and check if the ingredient needed are in the cabinet. Ah, yea... 

1. Flour ( masi ada tepung pau baki extra bought by my mum last month..still bole pakai kan??..)...checked

2. Baking powder..yup left extra..checked

3. Milk ...ermm..dairy milk can use ka? lets try mixed with susu cap junjung...checked

4. Butter... checked

5. Sugar ... checked

6. Egg ... checked

Looks like the basic ingredient are all here.Then with all the skills I have (cehhh...macam la ada..haha) , I mixed everything and then baked in using Panasonic Multi Purpose Rice Cooker. Suppose to use pan and fry but, was thinking of "why should take the hard way if there is an easier way?!" hahahaha

After about 40 - 50 minutes waiting ( I finished watching 1 episode of the korea drama)..hahaha, I checked and there you are...

I cut them into 8 pieces..now it looks like a pie...

add some honey on top... with a cup of tea...

uhhhh... CONFIRMED!! The conclusion is, YES, it is really easy... but, I don't know how much calories does it contained.hahaha...Anyway, it's The Weekend..so, lets forget about others and enjoy everything you are doing... chows...