Praise HIM

Supposed to blog this earlier, but I don't have the time to post it. Herm, today is a new beginning of a new week. Well, I am putting my self to believe that, 

"All starts with Him, will be guided and will be be left alone".

So, lets start with a praise to Him our Father. Lets put all your praises only to Him and let Him into your life and prepare yourself to trust in Him.

He is great, Him is the greatest and only He I trust into.yeahhh....

Happy and blessed new week to all chingu... 

...God bless you...

Rise Up

RISE UP!!! that's the kind of word should be planted in our head. Yess...thanks for the word. It made my day. Not that I don't have things to do now, its just that I need something to ignite myself to keep walking on this track of life. Some says;

" better burn out than to fade away..."

Yeah..that's the spirit that we should gain and it tells us that we should not stop fighting and in order to survive, let our-self drag being burned out than slowly fading away unknown.

Enjoy this song... Walkin by superjunior

Lost and Hope and Miracle

Feeling confused, empty, missing and lost. It all lead to a hope.



Believe that you are a miracle...

Strange Dream

What a strange dream I have last night. It was gross and geli but it happened in my dream last night. I was tired and having this "muscle cramped" after a hard cardio exercise I did. After shower last night, I straight away went to bed and feeling exhausted I went to sleep and straight away fall in my dream. My dream was...

I was looking at my body (not sure enough either my leg or my hand) and when I realize that my own hand pulling a parasite a.k.a a worm out from my skin..gross right!! but, that's the story of my dream. The parasite was quite long enough as I notice that my hand is high enough pulling the worm out from my skin... the worm was in yellow-brownish colour and it look like the colour of the worm I used to use as bait for fishing... yewww....the image I took from the internet may illustrate how it look like in my dream..... then,

source: internet

I feel strange on upper part of my leg... it feel a little pain and I slowly move my hand on upper part of my thigh... at first, I only feel the pain, but I don't know what made it feel that way. So, I look down and then, I suddenly have this ability of seeing "hollow thing"... Then I saw, lots of leeches around my thigh.. there are short and transparent. All are like plastic but I can feel them because I feel pain on my thigh skin. Image below are more likely about the leeches in my dream, but in my dream they appeared to be transparent..luckly I have the ability to see them .... after seconds of time, I woke up and the dream ended just like that....

source: internet

Fuh...it was a strange dream... If I am being too superstitious, I think I may and not know what is the meaning of the dream... But, dream is only a dream. Just let it be only a dream and don't bring it to our reality..

**but still,I am looking for the meaning..hahahahaha. If not, why would I blog about it in here. Hahahaha... What I mean actually is, I don't want to believe in it, but will only taking it as a guideline for me if there is bad things about me that I need to change...

Drama of life

I am missing you
Wondering how are you doing now
Hoping that you are fine
and feeling great


You are like a missing puzzle
when you are far away from my sight
What I am hoping is
You are also missing me like I do

hermm.apa ya?

You are far and yet feel close aside

Asphyxiated and lead to delusion
I hear your sound of voice
Heard in the ear like you are whispering
Though far apart, I feel you in my heart

My heart beats suddenly fast
And you come across my mind

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Hahhh..... Above poem is only to relax my mind for a while. My brain are saturated with formulas, words and numbers. It's raining now, so I take this opportunity to close my report and start surfing..muahahahaha....

It's very hard to continue living in this planet. Not that easy as in the novel or movies. The struggle are >450% more than what we watch/read. It's not that easy dude... It's superb hard and challenging. The are some scenario of human in this earth;

A kid which her mother died after delivered the baby and when the kid grew up, she/he long for a love of a mother..

A kid which his father died because of sickness/accident and left the kid with the only mother and then struggling very hard to live in a small and poor house...

A kid which born with siblings around, but then feeling frustrated and angry of being disturbed/annoyed and wishing for living alone without them...

A kid with no sister/brother around and wishing every night if God can send a sister/brother in the family....

and many more scenario that if I write it down will take pages to use... See, aren't we really pathetic? I think I am. I felt that being in earth will makes your life very SAD. Nevertheless, I will not feel ungrateful and frustrated with the opportunity to be born and living this life on earth. This is a place where I know what is "Love", "Hatred", "Tears", "Happiness", "Tembirang", "Honesty", "Rejection", "Acception" and so many more. Though it is hard to face and feeling that God is sometime biased, I keep on saying to my mind that, until my last breath, I will be very thankful that I am here, In Earth.

The best thing ever I felt is, knowing what is "LOVE" and "Perpisahan".

Sunrise and time to make another step forward

It's Monday. Wuhuuuu.... got to wake up early and need to catch up with the time. Unlike yesterday and day before yesterday, I woke up late and it felt really peaceful and I enjoyed the cool air with the comforter wrapped my whole body. This morning, I have to force my eye to open and ignite all the cells in my brain, though I snoozed my alarm for the 3rd time.

Once I open the curtain in my bedroom, the ray from the sun shine and light up the room. Wahh.. isn't it feel good to feel the warm ray... It's a new day and we need to be positive in everything. Though its hard, but lets try to make everything positive. Watch the sunrise and be thankful...

Enjoy this song from SUJU..keep walking one step a day... (**this is my interpretation of this song and I thank SUJU for this song. It ignite my day and turns my bad day to a blessed one) Enjoy the song.....

Aren't it helpful? This is one of my favourite song. Even each of them really inspired me a lot and so do their song. Lets enjoy the sunrise (photo taken at Mantanani Island, Sabah last January).

Blessed day and blessed week guys.... Lets encourage each other and help each other as we alone are not able to face and step forward in our journey of life...