I miss them already...

Kids In The House ....

Haii...Uncle say "hi"

uuhhh....Its been a while already and I started to miss this kids. Huhh... sometimes you can't tahan thier perangai but it makes you more sayang with them. Huhh.. gotta find time to visit you later kid.

Don't waste it with a false start of no start at all

"Desire is the starting point of all achievement, not a hope, not a wish, but a keen pulsating desire which transcends everything." Napoleon Hill

 

"Don't waste it with a false start of no start at all. You were not born to fail." Og Mandino

"Don't be afraid if things seem difficult in the beginning. That's only the initial impression. The important thing is not to retreat; you have to master yourself." Olga Korbut

These are quotes that I will use to drive me all this journey of 2013. It sound hard to apply and the harder it is to practise in life.

 

I came back to the office today, eventhough I am actually still on leave. It is because of one matter that actually I am really pissed off. woo..harsh word dude..sorry. But I do really pissed of with this H&^$S. Recieved e-mails to submit the report and assessment in manual before 4th Jan just because of the so-called mulfunctional of the system. I've done with my report and assessment last month through internet but then getting order fill in form in manual again. Why not just shut down the system and back to manual fill-in form. Wouldn't it be easier for us to get ready and to plan our holiday. I rugi 3 days cuti just for the sake to come back for this. Can I claim my costs for coming back? hahahaha....

 

By the way, it's the new year. Better I learn to count my blessing than to complain. Yeahh... I fly to KK today and I don't have my car with me. Jazzy (a.k.a my car) is still having his holiday in miri while the driver needs to walk to the office and back home from the office. Well, I thank Him for giving me this chance that on my way this morning, I felt superb awesome to walk by the side of the road and feel the the time when I used to walk because of no vehicle. It made me realised that I should be thankfull and I am actually really blessed that I have a car that bring me to anywhere I want to go. Thank You, FATHER.

 

Awesome starts and on my 1st day at the office, I recieved sms from my Ketua about a meeting to Negeri Sembilan this coming mid-jan. I really don't feel of wanting to go, but then, I read about the quote above and it really hits me up. Gotta learn to have the desire to gain improvement in my life. ~Don't waste it with a false start of no start at all~

Wish of 2012

The Christmas mood is still in the air.

And I wish and pray that your Christmas this year full filled with blessings from our God, Father.

Count the blessings and forget all the hard-feeling and temptation, that

we know HE  always still care and,

 HE always look after us even when we feel HE is not.

Keep believing in HIM

Keep the faith in HIM

And remember when you're down with your task in this world, stop a while, sit down and don't put your head down to the earth, but lift your head up to the sky, open your eye, ask and seek  HIM in your prayer to guide you and to give you strength.

 

Blessed Christmas 2012

 For the New Year coming, lets improve ourself and forget not to pour our life with joy, happiness, sweetness, faith, self-controlled and never forget to count our blessing each day of our life.

 

Lets Just Do It and Remember To Live Life To The Fullest

 

Blessed New Year 2013 chingus. Lets not forget to pray for each one and lets learn to be a clutch among us to keep us on walking together on this new journey of year. Its a long way journey to the end of 2013, and I hope we will end 2013 with a great life.

 



Blessed New Year 2013

ME on my day

 

woww..the time flies very fast. It's my 30th birthday. I wasn't thinking about it but then ada juga kena celebrate. hermm...good ba  that one..

thanks to sister and brother in-law for the cake. Bought different type of flavour combined as one. Loves all the flavor. Tambah kalori again..hahahaha

 

I thanks for all the wishes by chingus. Appreciated the wishes and terharu that chingus still remember the date. Even me myself sometime forget about it.hehehe

 

I recieved my present early this year. It was a special one from special friend a.k.a my collegue my buddy and tuyang. Thanks for the present. It was lovely and I like it.

 

 

 

 

Celebrating it with my little cousin and niece makes me feel older. Eh..silap..makes me feel more of the responsibility and it does really hit me to become wiser in life.

 

One things to share of a present from buddy....

"Turn the ordinary into something extraordinary"

 

Never look down on yourself. Try very hard to move forward in life..Be wiser and be good in tackling all the circumstances in life. Big things happens to be from a small one...

cheers and Happy Coming New Year Chingus....

 

... BLESSED 2013 ...

Hates of U-Turn

I hate when I start to trust on something and then it turned upside-down. I hate when I start to love being with them and then I see people stabbing each other from the back. I hate when I start to share my secret with them when then that people I trust is the one who became the "news-distributor". I hate to build the relationship when then the trust is built behind a lie. Then, I should answer this some question from the XX zone:

You don't know how to mixed around in this XX zone?!
It just that I don't feel I want to and I don't want to, because I don't see the needs of mixing around the people who makes more assumtion on others than knowing & telling the truth.

You always keep things yourself!
Yup..most of the things. I don't trust anyone in this XX zone.

You don't have friend in this XX zone!
I have but with varies type of them. Some are "so-called friend" such as;
I have those friends who is only at my side when they need me.
I have those friends who keep silent when I make mistake.
I have those friends who let me fall and let me discover my own fault (if only I knew/realize the fault)
I have those friends who let me alone when I am in trouble.
I have those friends who laugh at me when they know some other people knock me from behind/step me on my head.
I have those friends who speaks sweet in front of me but then "throw muds to my name" behind me.
I have those friends who step-a-step-backward when I have nothing left to offer.

Now, see what XX zone gave me during the time I tried very hard to survive in it. Worth or not, let God involve in it.

However, I do still thank God for some real & good friend He gave in XX zone. What so ever, that is life. People have so much to offer and yet you received only a little. ah~~~aaaa

Long time ....

Yeah..I know that I am suppose to write in something, but sorry that I dont have that enough time. I know me suppose to write something good in here, but then, things are really uncontrolled and now the only thing I am doing is mumbling....

 

"I hate when I made mistake. But then, in what so ever I do, I always ended up with mistakes. I just don’t understand why have I do it? Is it on purpose or it just happened? I might be that stupid to make mistake most of the time.

When I faced the situation, I really hate myself and most of all feeling embarrassed of my own. I just don’t understand how my brain works. I do go through the things back before submitting it but then there is still error occurred. How come? I think my brain processor is not that update enough or running with not enough memory or might be circulating with slow speed of memory. Or I am actually STUPID. A damn stupid…

 

source : internet

I really hate this…. Feeling like to “Dang..and Bang…and Tang” this head on wall.. Really Good For Nothing… "

 

 

Mistake

Oh my God...I just realize that I made one big mistake.. Yayy... mistake because I didn't check back what I wrote in my report. Of cause la, if I am the boss, I will marah my org bawahan if making mistake especially in monthly report. 

source : internet

Blame the method of CCP = "CUT" , "COPY" and "PASTE"...hahaha..No la. It's my mistake. I didn't check my report before sending it to my Ketua Aktiviti after I "CUT", "COPY" and "PASTE".

Gosh, I was shocked when my Timb Pengarah showed me the report I sent. Yayy... but then I remember it is not the sentence that I type in. Then, I check in my laptop..Huhh..Then, I see where I make the mistake..these are my mistake:

1. I use Misc Word 2007 to write all my report, and I usually will save it back in version Word 97-2003 because some of the computer in our office is using Word 97-2003 version. The Word 97-2003 version can't read file from Word 2007.

2. When I save my document in my file, there will be 2 files saved; in version 2007 and in version 97-2003.

3. When I update my report, I actually MUST overwrite both of the files. If not, either one of the file is not updated.

4. I stored all my documents (on which usually the file I used Misc Word 2007) inside my External Hard drive. And to be easy, I will save the file with Word 97-2003 version in my laptop (File C: ) / office punya desktop (usually these are file that I will email/sent). For any update, only the file that I opened from my external hard drive will be updated. And if I forget to overwrite the lattest update with the one in the laptop/office punya desktop, then, the document is still with the old data.

What happened was:

1. I make my report in version of  Word 2007 and then, to be fast (kononnyaaaa), I "CCP" my old monthly report with June Monthly Report. Then, I save it in 2 files : in version 2007 and in version 97-2003.

The sentence that I "CCP" from my previous report are,

"  Menyiapkan laporan akhir dan mengemaskini keratan rentas Laporan Projek Siasatan Kestabilan Tanah kawasan Resort/Hotel di kawasan Kundasang"

2. When I did an update in my report, I open the file report in version of  Word 2007.  So I just change the sentence to,

" Menyediakan salinan kulit keras Laporan Projek Siasatan Kestabilan Tanah kawasan Resort/Hotel di kawasan Kundasang" ...... u see the difference? Only the 7 beginning words from the old sentence I changed. 

Yeahh...lega..feeling lega after updating my report and ready to sent. I click on the button "Save". Thing that comes in my mind "Okey, suda siap. Nanti sy hantar balik after the line internet ok sikit"

See, I FORGOT to overwrite the old report that I saved in my laptop ( File C: ).  Then, when I attach the file I sent by email, I attached the file which is the one in my laptop ( File C: ).....gossshhhh...its the old file which I didn't overwrite it with the updated one.. Sudah kebiasaan ba, hantar file yg disimpan dalam C: laptop .  Aiigggooooooo...

source: internet

Simple mistake, and yet it gives a big effect to my day. Now I can't seat comfortably on my chair. This thing keep on buzzing me in my head. I better be more carefull next time even in the time of rush. This is a big lesson to myself. AIGGOOOOOOO....WAE...WAE....